FIRST GRANDCHILD 2004
MY PARENTS & BROTHERS & SISTERS 2000
RED SQUARE WITH THOMAS 1993
MOM & DAUGHTERS
BROWNIE LEADER 33 YEARS
WITH THE BOYS
WITH JENNIFER 25 YEARS OLD
I started this blog for my grandchildren. So that they could go back and see what my life was like as they were growing up. Lately I haven't been posting much because I'm having a hard time being "entertaining". I guess I should just spit it out and say I'm a little depressed of late. I'm actually having some small anxiety attacks when thinking about the future.
So where is it all coming from? Tom. He and his doctors have decided that he can't go back to work. EVER. That means disability RETIREMENT. I'm scared and confused. This is not what we planned our 50's to be. I can't even believe I'm saying our FIFTIES. When did we get old? Aren 't we supposse to get wiser with age? I don't feel like I have. I'm still making mistakes and I don't know all the answers.